testify to love

5 years

K brought it up this time but I wasn't sure I wanted to talk about it anymore.

"There was a world out there for me," I said, "I was selfish. Sorry."

And that's all I could say.

Regrets? Yea, sometimes I feel an awful lot of regret.




7 months

J apologized.

Didn't expect it because I didn't blame him in the first place.

But he did anyway.




Always wanted to post this kind of nebulous entries but didn't think it was appropriate. Not a good idea to let the whole world know stuff like this about me anyway.