testify to love

I went to the hospital this afternoon, and saw the most beautiful newborn drinking milk. She managed to finish all her 45ml of milk for the first time since she was born. Aryana Qaisara. She may have 2 holes in her heart, dilated kidneys, an imperforate anus, and probably Down's Syndrome, but she's brave and she's beautiful.

I carried her for the first time today and she slept soundly in my arms.



I was so excited and happy. But at the same time, I felt so helpless. I wish I could do something to help her, and make her better.

At 1 day old, she went through surgery, and there are 3 more to go if all goes well. She already got herself a bravery award!! I wish and hope she will be happy no matter what, and I love her so much so much so much. That is all I can give.