testify to love

embarrass. embarrassing. embarrassment. what a weird word. say it a few times and stare at it for a while. wait, maybe i'm the weird one.

sam wise said something very wise last night: jealousy is more self love than love. man! what a good quote. and so true. oh since i'm on quotes, let me share 2 more quotes that my sister shared with me a few weeks back.

1) "sometimes not getting what you want is a wonderful blessing." i think i can agree to that. not sure. i'll see. sometimes you don't really know until you've stepped into the future.
2) "in despair, in the fear of tomorrow, when you believe you have reached the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."

i was watching this show called The Choir with the Rickards one night. latest music idol: Gareth Malone. you know, i've always had this musical thing at the back of my head. i love music. i want to continue playing that trumpet, and the french horn, singing in a choir, playing in a band. i love performing. but i can't find the time and i won't complain that ms tng forced me to quit the band and put me in sailing. (although sailing was also the reason why i stopped piano lessons and got kicked out of MEP.)

i love how 100s of instruments can come together and produce something so beautiful. i love how sopranos can't do without tenors, altos and basses. and i love being a part of all that. i think some of you can understand how i feel.

james pang and gareth malone have 2 things in common: they love music, and they have a passion to pass on their musical knowledge. and that is what inspires me.