testify to love

but it's over now.

i completed my essay at around 2ish last night. FINALLY. prof said my essay outline was on the right track during consultation last friday.. so i don't feel so scared about writing off topic. just a bit of editing here and there and it's done. this coming week will have to rush for tuesday's LTB presentation and friday's TWC presentation. 

sailing was pretty ok just that i can't seem to pull that freaking spin down. tired. using newer boat from next week on so should be better.. i hope. i also pray that the forward tacking boats are easier. it makes sense to forward tack!

i am unfit. my calves are aching my ass is aching my whole back is aching and my neck is aching the most. need to change harness for sure. there is practically no support for my back and it's making life very hard for my poor neck. and my back is so tired everyday. laptop bag too heavy. too much work. been staying in school till late almost everyday. might be the lack of sleep as well. and dehydration. and not eating enough. ok that sounds really bad. 

i need a life.

i need my thursdays.