testify to love

its not the house. it's the people in the house.

what's being home without the family in it?


i don't really know where daddy and mummy are. and tiff. but anyway i hope they're having a good time.

tmr got to study AS. exam on tuesday! (didn't even know today was sunday until i asked shufen just now) (you see, in thailand, the days didn't matter at all)


i believe many people are wondering if i'm ok. as in you know, the silver and everything.
i am. i really am. who wouldn't be disappointed. but such is life. and i believe that greater things will come my way.

the only regret i have this whole trip is not winning the gold.. but the reason behind this is that, they sent me thinking and BELIEVING i could. if not i wouldn't even have gotten the chance you see. and i didn't. no one said i would. but when someone has so much faith in me, it's just disappointing to end up coming so close, and not achieving it.

other than the congrats and well dones, i received a very interesting comment from a very interesting person: aiyah you ah?.. ok la not bad la..
erm thanks? that made me tear, just once. 7 hours after the race ended.

i didn't give up in any point in time in the whole regatta. and that is something to me.
i don't feel very proud of myself very often, but this, i am proud of.

i made new friends. brothers and sisters. and being with this family for close to a month is just amazing. i loved almost every bit of it. one important point to note: never condemn someone because of his past. everyone gets a second chance some time or another so there isn't anyone who doesn't deserve a second chance.


this sentence is written to remind me that she said sorry after the race.



when u hug someone, hug with your heart. if you don't really want to hug someone, then don't.
if you want to shake someone's hand, shake like you want to. if you don't want to but still have to, still shake like you want to.

our world lacks sincerity and honesty.